16/1/2013

today, been scolded by my Moral lecturer.

because I was daydreaming during his class.

I smiled.

and nobody knows why. 

They laughed at me.

I smiled at them.

but I know my life doesn't goes on.

though I always been mentioning "Life Goes On Without You".

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trust

Do not expect people to Trust you if you yourself can't prove that you're trustworthy enough.
Because trust needs to be earned.

Lesson learned.

I've lost my trust in you.
You made me lost my direction
and I don't know how to trust people now.

Maybe I'm way too negative thinking recently.
Is just the situation I face everyday drive me crazy.
every once I was alone in the room, I feel lonely.
Loneliness is scary.

I was thinking to go gym everyday.
I wanted to sweat so that I could release my tension all this while.
emmm...
Going on for a vacation is good for me too now
though just few days.
But with the bunch of friends, I'll be happier than caging myself in this little room.
Let's start it this weekend (:
since Sunday it's a holiday.
Gonna rock my weekend with Them <3
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Smile

A smile can hide so many of my feelings,
no matter is fear, sadness or even heartbreak...

yet, it shows one other thing,
strength (:

Life goes on without you.

we're good.
I am good.
Hope you're good anyhow..
though far away from us.

I dislike hatred.
it's a tiring job.
I want to be a happy kid.
Nothing else matters.
really.
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I laugh to hide the pain.
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thanks for your caring, people,  it's warm (:
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犯贱

人永远都是那么犯贱.
当自己决定了要用真心对待别人,
最后得到的是什么?
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