The Me

has been long time Me never drop by here.
My blog is dead.
Not a clue, anyway.
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feel like writing something at this hour, in this cold weather.
who cares what thing, just something or anything not interesting.
my life back to here is bored.
meet her everyday make us suffer.
our conversation in a day will surely be her.
what to do.
hate a person is tired.
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busy life get on now.
assignments, presentations, BIG, Sport Carnival, and finally comes to exam.
what kind of life is this?
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Me sick of pretending to be happy here.
really sick of it.
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teach me how to get rid of this feeling.
I miss him at this hour too.
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'wordy post' :)

I saw a couple in cafe just now.
that time I was taking my lunch with a bunch of friends.
there were a lot of people.all tables were being occupied.
only a table is sat by THEM.
Two of them. :)

the girl put a tupperware covered with a pink lovely plastic bag outside on the table.
then the girl left to buy food.
the boy came from the other entrance and sat down.the same table.

they're together.
and everyone knew that they're together yet they never confess to the outsiders.
*actions sometimes can prove everything*

The boy touched the tupperware and smiled.
and the girl came back.
They sat side by side.
the boy opened up the plastic bag then the tupperware S.L.O.W.L.Y and with CARE.
*seriously, S.L.O.W. -.-*
at the same time, he looked at the girl who sat beside him and he Smiled.
they looked at each other for times and they Smiled.

I supposed it contained the food that the girl cooked for the boy.
after some investigation being carried out by my friend,
It was.
It was salted fish and beans that the girl cooked for him.
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and I told her, "I feel like I'm alone in this cafe, watching them as if watching a drama ._."
wish to have such a guy.
A guy who will be grateful and appreciate what he has,
simple & easy meal can filled his heart with love and touch.
A guy who will smile all the time at her
especially he is touched. :)


but she replied me, "Sampat po!have us around u will be enough."
as if slapping me & to wake me up from falling too deep into an impossible relationship.
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'when a guy you care for pretend did not see get you,
what you need to do is react in the same way as he did.
-Pretending not to see get him- will do.'
As in pretending did not care about him.

-Taken from FB-

I will let him regret.
and I'm cruel.
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About 15/07/12

That Noon, we were having class photoshoot.
One semester once shot had come.

Look Pro, aren't they? ._.

*but their progress in publishing the journal was a bit uh, S.L.O.W.*


SO, to be advanced.
IS better for us to take our own shot.
and this came...

PISMP BI 1 - Degree 1st year

fyi, the one in the middle of those guys is our Mommy Mentor, Mdm. Suhartina.
little, mini size, cute Mdm in Language Department.
hehe
**oh yeah, thanks to ex-roomie in helping us took this shot.
love huh.*
She was actually rushing for her class.
yet, In a rush too,
we.

took one and only one shot on that day.

hen sad jiang ><
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That night, I was having IPDA family gathering.
we ate steamboat.

Jiak!

*I realized that I am scare of spicy food nowadays,
am I old ady?oh shit.**


everyone is totally enjoying the Tom Yam soup.
I was like...had myself more and more cups of Ice herbal tea to clear my throat.
emmm..and only enjoyed the plain soup by myself. -.-
I'm not like this one~

anyway, anyhow, forget about it.
and have a look on my family tree.
everyone has their own adopted God sis/bro.
whateva.
the family tree is quite complicated also.

in short, the one adopted me is  HER.

Ying Tong

then, I adopted hER.

Jovayne

while she adopted heR.

Mei Yeh

 *I know, the last photo should me my sis v heR.
Imma bit ss.*

welcome, MY sis, to the big family.

In a nutshell, haha
this is it.
the BIG family.
adopted adopted adopted.
n other family tree.

END of my day :)
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short update

home is not only a shelter for me.
is the place that I can actually rest mentally as well.
with family in home is always the best & perfect ever.
I love them :)

reached Melaka yesterday midnight.
oukay, this is my first time.
i mean came back only on weekend.
tomorrow night imma going back to the jungle.
& Sunday the classes are all ON.
tiring to the MAX!man!
as what she said, "As long As we can back Melaka, everything will only be nothing."

WE still have lonngg way to go.

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congrates to all Form 6 friends.
going to study in Uni months later.
I still hoping friends can get Kedah, UUM whatever.
study together in the same state & jungle along with me.hehe
*get the course that we all interested in is the most important k :/
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"YOu're the guy,
text HER first."
:)
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Anniversary day.

28/06/2012.
Happy second anniversary, for batch 2010.
& also TESLian Cohort 4 :)

is finally.
today is our second year been in IPDA.
for this moment, i feel like time really flies.
guess I've grown up & matured a little bit compared to last two years when I was still in form 5?
I hope so.
but then, I prefer my secondary school life compare to my life now.
My life now is dull.
leix.
I think friends around me thought the same way too.
what to do.
LIFE has no U-turn.
Zz

went to Restaurant Sun Garden as our celebration along with two juniors.
*No pic of us is being taken, forgotten*
we were too desperate for the food to be served.
chiang chiang!

simple meal is always the best.

food that's cheap is more tasty sometimes.
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I saw my ex-roommate today.
she was walking alone behind her friends.
& her gang were chit-chatting at the other side outside the lab.
I felt like asking her why.
but I did not have the chance to.

we chatted for only 5 mins.
as we were both having lecture.
our conversation was only the place for me to stay.


I must have ask her.
but I hope she do feel that someone is supporting her right behind her
the moment I put my hand on her shoulder :)

Some friends are scary, back stab on you is normal case.



Ex-roomie, be strong AS u always did, oukay?
:')
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do you ever feel like you actually wanna say something that is against the powerful one, something that is from your heart, something that means your real thought on a subject, YET you can't do so.
others may see you as a coward or else the one being bullied.
but they don't know that they actually know nothing about you!
they don't even know what's really happened!
and simply judge on you from their own perceptions.
what they see will always be only the SURFACE of a thing.

To the outsiders,
"Unless your name is Google, if not you don't act like you know F*** everything!"- FB

but the main thing is that
you can't voice out at all.
you can't tell the truth to the outsiders who have wrong perceptions on you.
you wanna explain to them that all is not what they thought of.
they're wrong.
the heart to declare yourself make you suffer.
still, you can't.
at last, you choose to keep quiet on everything happen.
& follow what the powerful's order to do things.
the powerful always want others to follow whatever they say.
& they mean what they say.
Zzz

luckily, you're still you.
not gonna change for others.

what's life?
damn.

JUNE holiday

huh....
i have already stuck for more or less 1 hour on how to start this long-time-ago-should-have-updated-post.
i'm blank.
o.o

oukay,
eermmm..start with the story with loves.
holiday is the only time that I could meet up with them.

that's why am in love with holiday.

this semester break i only be able to meet with 2 of my loves.

IMY2!!!

our DATE was filled with tonnes of stories that happened around us in the last half year.

*gosh, i can't believe that we actually never see get each other for half year!*

i just can say that, damn.

after listened to their stories, some were really shocking news, k.

felt like "this is what we call LIFE..."

this world is terror.

even people themselves, as if it is not themselves..o.O

**when will be our JiMui full reunion?

I WONDER but hoping for.

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har...met the crazyfunny gang too.

we were actually queueing to buy movie tickets,

when it was almost our turn,

the girls only decided not to watch.& so we actually walk out from the queue and passed by the counter just like nobody business, though feel like everyone was staring at us.

huh..we can mia~~

just then, we went to eat & eat & eat..

sushi, black ball, satay celup in hours time..

fat die ><

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uh next, Singapore trip with sis & her friends.

one word, HOT. two words, hot die.

one word, tired. two words, damn tired.

but i was really enjoying in this trip. 

happy buy tired a.

credit to the tour guide ya!tq!

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i prefer to tweet my feeling & thought nowadays ((:

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